boost!!!

i can sure use some boost...!!!
what the hell am i talking about? motivation, confidence, words of inspiration, a new goal in life...whatever form of boost that can make me lay my lazy ass firmly on the chair and open the book or browse thru my thick layers of lecture notes and start absorbing all the semester's materials into my rusty, slow and dried-up brain...

i wonder where i left all my enthusiasm in studying...could it be in malaysia last summer?...back in high school? (i didnt quite study in kmb)...shit...in deep shit...

what made me change?...what can change me back?...

its like i lost all hope of getting a decent degree since i stepped foot in canterbury...damn...
is all hope has been lost?...makes me wonder...

whatta hell am i babbling again...this is what im talking about...i got like 5 assignments but im here writing this blog...need to focus...

liked this song...

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Your Guardian Angel

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away, Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

"I'll be there for you, will you?...."

test

despite having a test next week...exam actually...i have some spare time to create this quiz for any of my friends who's up to the task...i'm bored actually...
here goes nothing... btw this is a test about me...see if u know me...
http://www.testriffic.com/friendtest/3400472