exhausted...

hectic last couple of weeks of uni...
8 assignments in 2 weeks plus a practical report due on the last week...damn!

i gave a sigh of relief that it is now the easter hols and i am 'free'...ooo shit...have to hold my breath for a wee bit longer coz i have to send in another lab report by this thursday...shit...im going to queenstown on that day so that means i have to finish by wednesday nite...damn2!! thats tonite (after 12am)...damn3!!!

shit...still have to get busy tonite...that is why i havent been updating my blog until now...quite a good excuse aye...

well...whats interesting in my life apart from the part that i am stuck at somewhere i dont want to be...?...absolutely nothing else...no wonder i dont wanna be here...
well...thank god the people here are nice...have lotsa fun with u guys...especially petsoc members...just finished games nite...good turnout...congrats to farid for the smooth running of the activity...
we organized bowling nite as well...quite a success...everything was smooth up to the very end...just that we had to do the prize giving ceremony outside (remember "we wanna go home too")...thanks to everyone especially the drivers that nite...and my sports department personnel who were in charge; gu, ila munzir...

it makes me think...how many of my current friends will continue being my friend even until i finished uni life and start working and so on...what makes a good friend?...how to create a good friendship bond?...one that will remain constant with time if not stronger...have i found that kinda friends here?...i sure hope so...i hate to imagine that i am not gonna continue being friends with all of those i already know...that kinda sucks...unless they dont wanna be friends with me laa...maybe im the lousy friend...shit repeated usage of the word "friend" is unavoidable due to shallow vocabulary...

this post is just a thought...am i a good friend?...will i be remembered and be befriended (is that a correct word) by many?...will u be my friend???

sounds desperate aye...im just in search of a true friend...i dont have that many...