not very fruitful

i am referring to today...not the most fruitful of days...woke up late...what do ya expect when i slept when the sun almost rose...not much work done...yet...i still hope i can get my report started...
i had just read anas' blog (http://www.kisahitu.blogspot.com/), and really liked the latest entry...a little a lot splashed on me (sedikit sebyk tempias kat aku)...not to mention the intended similarity of names and venue selection to that of common knowledge(he emphasized it has nothing to do with any mates)...
it makes you think...n damn i never stop thinking...if only i could just get on with life the way the rest of my frens did...maybe i wont be stuck here regretting everything...think again...what if...what if...stop it already!...
aaahhh...this comes to show how feeble men are...well maybe not all men...maybe its just me...maybe i lack the mental strength, not being resolute...i dunno...i am weak...i admit it...
how could i do things better?...